by Jessica B.........................................
|Hi daddy, I lit a candle in your honor tonight. But I couldnt tell you everything I wanted to tell you. You left me when I was at the tender age of 15, a scary age for agirl becoming a woman. I just wanted you to know that I found out I was pregnant 2 weeks after you passed. I gave birth to my life on Nov. 18 2004 at 9:04 P.M. I had alot of health problems during pregnancy and labor but I know you were there holding my hand. You never let anything happen to me. The father of my son, his name is Joey, he's a wonderful guy, sometimes I think he is just like you! But you know you can never be replaced. I think about you everyday, dad. I cry alot when I'm alone because I miss you so much. Mom is good, she bought a new condo, with all the kids gone the 5 bedroom house was just too big. I teach Brayden about you all the time and tell him you love him. He calls you papa George. I also keep i big picture in our house of you. Brayden loves Curious George, it reminds me of you. I want to take a drive in the mountains, but do not trust anyone to four wheel up those big hills, you were the only one I ever trusted. Granny passed away this past friday, have you seen her? Can you believe she was 95?! I hope there is no alchohol in heaven, can you please be sober when I come to meet you? I got your message you left me the day you died, I was in St. George visiting Clayton. I'm sorry but I couldnt listen to it, it was too hard. I hope you understand... Well daddy, I think this letter is getting a bit long. I will try to write you soon. If I don't get to it you know I love you with all my heart, and I think about you everyday. This is my goodbye, since I never got to say it. Well, Goodbye Daddy! I love you!|
Comments would be appreciated by the author, Jessica B